When all my inks smell of you

I never want any of my art to be perfect or without flaw. As long as am alive there will be flaw in me, as long as love exists, it shall never be flawless, and thats how i love it. I want all the lines to exist, all the folds to be visible ,all the unseen and the should be hidden to be visible. I want to show art the way it was created, they way in reality its twisted, turned and folded, that's beauty for me, with a lot of flaws.

beyond her.....

Sometimes

To 

watch

her 

leave.

Is like

watching

myself

crawl

out of

life.

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Sometimes, she walks away

with such a disturbing calmness,

That she leaves behind a storm.

And though 

autumn knows

the time of year

the address of her home ,

still the leaves

cannot travel 

to her,

near her,

beyond her.

she walks away

someday you shall come to me with love...

Feel the love ! 

Wake me up

in her hairs,

she hid love.

In her love,

she seeks scars.

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And to break your heart,

With anything

but love

was the only thing she held back.

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someday you shall come to me with love

like death comes to a sick man

in sleep,

in peace, with silence

without reasons.

I'll follow you into the dark

I'll follow you into the dark

Love of mine, some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "No"'s on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

 

 

 

Ordinary Secrets

The time spent writing about the intensity involved in trying to 
keep love together is short; but the endless research can kill you." 
There are oceans of feelings between us 
Currents that take us and sweep us away 
That's why we seldom have seen us 
In the light of a cold hard day 

Lots of new friends with the same old answers 
Open your eyes 
You might see 
If our lives were that simple 
We'd live in the past 
If the phone DOESN'T ring 
It's ME!

Escapism

This too shall pass

I'll follow you into the dark

 

The sound of loneliness

It was true that I didn’t have much ambition, but there ought to be a place for people without ambition, I mean a better place than the one usually reserved. How in the hell could a man enjoy being awakened at 6:30 a.m. by an alarm clock, leap out of bed, dress, force-feed, shit, piss, brush teeth and hair, and fight traffic to get to a place where essentially you made lots of money for somebody else and were asked to be grateful for the opportunity to do so?

 

I don't have a choice but I'd still choose you

 

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..

got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window..

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray,

but your picture on my wall

It reminds me, that it's not so bad,

it's not so bad

 

And the story's all over you

In the morning I'll call you

Can't you find a clue when your eyes are all painted 

Sinatra blue

What might have been lost - don't bother me

 

 And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now!

 

Only love is all maroon
Gluey feathers on a flume
Sky is womb and She's the moon!

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"Poison & Wine"

You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
You think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
I always will

I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back
The less I give the more I get back
Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise
I don't have a choice but I'd still choose you..