Day two- calender / this is how i dream if you

you dont have to love me,
just lie down near me,
let me watch you
till morning comes.

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It's getting darker now.
A night, that slumbers inside my empty pockets,
And the sun still hides inside your eyes.

Sleep.
No one cares for a morning tonight.


So many times,
i have asked for just one day,
though you say no,
but i have planned it so many times,
that it seems i have always been with you.
Here i paint the days,
I would do for you,
if you allow me to. 
Here i paint the days,
I have done for you,
that you never knew.
I have designed this calender,
where its just you.
On your lips it was a no,
in my head, we were already there.